tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3422204905533590601.post6583000255115841127..comments2023-05-13T04:23:19.481-05:00Comments on Born of the Heart: And the winner is.....born of the hearthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10367667507927113483noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3422204905533590601.post-32101581202333061472007-10-18T21:28:00.000-05:002007-10-18T21:28:00.000-05:00I've been reading your blog since I stumbled upon ...I've been reading your blog since I stumbled upon it, and it reminds me that when i'm sitting here sitting in a mess that God's still around. I've always struggled with my faith, I can't bring myself to go to church yet, but I pray. That's a start yeah? See recently I committed a felonly, i stole my roommates credit card and charged $800 worth of stuff to it. Immediately after i did it, i felt horrible and without thinking threw the stuff away. Of course I got caught and luckily, since i was a minor there were no legal repercussions. However, I'm now being kicked out of housing at my school, have disciplinary probation, counseling, community service and biweekly meetings with the conduct guy here at school. I messed up big time. I've been praying so hard. I'm so lost. I now have two weeks to find an apartment, somehow to pay for it, and have to get a job soon. I also have to keep my grades up and what not and somehow find a way to pay for food. (I'll be applying for food stamps next week.) Please pray for me, you don't know who i am, but pray for me. I am so lost right now and I need SOMETHING to go my way so I can get back on track and actually make something of myself. I had a rough childhood and it looks like the next few years are going to continue to be rough. I'm in a place where I have no family and haven't made real friends here yet. I have ONE real friend here, an exboyfriend who is probably not the best person to be around because he simply makes me a lustful human, but it's all I have. I need help. I need something. I need God. Will he really not help me as much if I don't go to church? are my tears and prayers not enough? Pray for me, please. I need someones help.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com