First and foremost I will pray for you, and so will everyone who reads this, (right people, leave a comment), secondly God's love is not predicated on having your life together, which is good news for people like me. He wants your heart, when He has your heart his spirit will help you change your life. You do not need to be in church for Him to do a great work in your life. He would like you to be in church not for His sake but for yours. When you surround yourself with a church family you can see God's love played out on a daily basis. When the world comes crashing down on you it is hard to remember that you don't have to get it all together today.
I could tell you a thing or two about bad choices and bad boys. I won't, I've chosen to not give them any more of my time. I will let you know that someone good can love you. "No one will ever love you as much as me" is a lie that bad boys use to keep the girls that are way too good for them.
I know it seems like you have a lot going on right now, and it all seems overwhelming. If you haven't already done it, give it all to God. Just ask Jesus to come into your life and change it. If you don't know what to say, just say "I want to know you more, I accept you into my heart. I don't know all that I need to know, but I want to know more. I'm trusting that you will come into my life and change it from within and we can be together forever. I accept this as the free gift that it is, and that this gift is not based on what I have done, or what I will do, but it is a gift you gave, and I am accepting. Amen."
Now that you are a true princess, feel free to ask God to help with your situation. You are now His child and he wants only good for you. this is not to say that there will not be any natural consequences for the things that you have done, but He will be by your side as you work through them. Feel free to email me with anything that you might need. It's true that I don't know who you are, but I do know a few things based on what you've written to me, I remember the age well, and it sucked for me. To top it off I did things that made it suck even worse. Worse yet, is it took me years to work through it all. Looking back now, though, I am glad to have gone through it. It has made me into the woman that I am today. My email is linked on the bottom of the right side. I will pray for you, but would also like to help you with whatever needs you have right now. I can encourage you while you are going through it and would be honored to do so.
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You are a very good writer -- you remind me of Sue Grafton and her straightforward, straight-shooter style. Bits of irony that make me smile, too!
Keep writing.....
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